Give and take.......

Some people in life give, and some people take........I am a 'giver' but it seems I am surrounded by 'takers'. We have had a run of people taking from us - some openly taking whatever we have to offer and some, taking in a more devious way, and then some who have openly stolen from us.........

At a time in my life where I need people to give to me, emotionally and spiritually, it seems I am not worth the bother. I am unable to give out anymore, I am completely empty - emotionally, spiritually and physically, and all those takers out there, where are they when I need them???? Nowhere!!!!!

So my life has become very small, it revolves around my husband and daughter, God (when I can lift my eyes long enough to seek Him) and my sewing. I find true peace when I sew, I can shut off and just concentrate on the sewing. I can shut off the hurt, pain and disappointment and pretend I don't care.........

Ultimately though, I am going to have to work out where my life is heading. Where I am going to be, what I am going to be, and who I'll allow to join me........but all that takes effort, and I don't have the energy right now, so for now I'm staying in limbo.